why??

Why do the same thing every year happen to me? This year too~the thing is friendship . .i hate tat feeling...always make me cry..i know i must be strong...but 1 time i think i can be strong but every year oso got happen de lo...form 4 until now ad...  I was very tired ad. . .pls...pls....let me la....><  my friend said me a, always give your friend to hurt u,y u dunno learn from mistake....and everytime oso give ppl to hurt u 1....i want try,i got try...but cannot....i cannot do tat...i could not bear to hurt them, y do you all can hurt me..hate u all...>,<